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Lulu has spent almost 50 years at the top.
She’s had a string of hit records, performed with the world’s biggest stars and http://www.texansonlineprostore.com/WOMENS-DEANDRE-HOPKINS-JERSEY.html even picked up an OBE. And at a young looking 64, she’s still going strong.
And while she had one son with Frieda, followed by a devastating miscarriage, Lulu now admits that not having more children is one of her biggest regrets.
"I didn’t realise time was running out for me to have children and the marriage also ran out of time as well," she explains.
"I was very, very sad about that for a long time and I could hardly even discuss it at one stage.
"I would burst into tears if it was mentioned because it was something I just pushed away into myself.
"But I’m not consumed by it that was my fate and I realise I’m so lucky to have one child Brooks Reed Authentic Jersey and my gorgeous grandchildren."
It Brooks Reed Womens Jersey is clear her son Jordan, now 35, and his children, Isabella, three, and Teddy, eight months, are a huge part of her life.
She adds: "I’m lucky that my daughter in law and son love having me in their life www.texansonlineprostore.com/WOMENS-DJ-SWEARINGER-JERSEY.html and let me enjoy the children. And at the end of a long day, I’m like any granny happy to hand them back!"
But while she’s relishing life as a gran, Lulu is realistic about her failed relationships.
"I was too young on both occasions, I wasn’t ready for marriage," she says. "I wasn’t grown up enough or emotionally mature.
"I was lonely when I married Maurice. I was touring all the time and far away from my family in Glasgow. I think he was lonely too and that’s why we found each other.
"With John, after 18 years, there was just a realisation that it was over. But they were both incredible, special men, so I chose well and, of course, it was sad they ended."
Her dedication to her demanding career, she admits, may not have helped.
She says: "Maybe I gave too much Kareem Jackson Jersey to my work. If I had my time again, I would know that you can get off the treadmill occasionally.
"For the first 25 years, I worked pretty much seven days a week, 52 weeks a year.
"The trouble is, being in this business, it’s insecure and I felt insecure. You’re afraid to say no and I only learned how to say no in my 40s."
After her split from Frieda she had a relationship with actor Angus Macfadyen and was later linked to Emmerdale hunk Stuart Manning and Take That star Jason
Orange although she insists both were only friendships.
She’s currently single and is open minded about another relationship.
"I’m not bothered," she says. "Actually, if I was really looking for someone, I think I’d find them. Of course, sometimes I feel lonely, but who doesn’t? I certainly don’t live in a state of fear that I’m going to die lonely.
"As far as I’m concerned, we come into this life alone and go out on our own. In fact, I’m philosophical about life and happy in my own company, especially if I’m feeling grumpy. I can be a bit grumpy sometimes."
The singer freely admits that she’s "reinvented" herself over the years to make sure she stays in the spotlight.
Her first single Shout! reached the top 10 in the UK in 1964 when she was 16, and she’s continued to enjoy success, as a solo artist and in collaborations with Take That and Boyzone’s Ronan Keating.
Lulu has made no secret of her use of Botox and fillers in the past. But while she tries to stay looking young in an image obsessed industry, she is starting to notice her age in other ways.
"Ageing is tough," she says. "In my head I think I’m 30, so it shocks me when there’s an ache or a pain. I took myself for granted physically when I was younger so although I’m very agile I can’t run any more. I did my knees in over the years.
"But look after myself now. I haven’t had surgery, I just make sure I care for my skin. I do Pilates and dance classes so I keep moving that is so important."

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